The beginning of my 20s, not quite sure what I am even doing with my life currently. Everything feels stagnant, like my life is on a stand still.
I understand that, I do not need to have everything figured out in this current juncture of my life but the feeling of not knowing. The feeling and yearning to be more than what I am currently. To finally feel alive and not just live each day without meaning or direction. The beginning of my 20s had a rough start but I hope next year would at least have a smoother landing. I’ve been confused about the direction of my life since 19 but it became more pronounced once I reached 20.
This year I look back asking myself what I did that is worth meaning at age 22 and honestly I can not even pinpoint it. Academically I would say I am okay but honestly I still feel incomplete, as if I have not achieved much in life.
I close off this year feeling incomplete… hopefully next year and 23 will be better and there will be something worth meaning in my life during that time.